Listening to me missing you

Tope says:

I feel it as my body slowly weakens

I hear it as my heartbeat shortens

my breath coming in laborious puffs

my feet immovable as if they're in cuffs

A life without you is not a life at all

I wish I could just climb a precipice and fall

but that wouldn't bring you back

that would only make me death's snack

and I choose live, life with you

I want my life, to start anew

I feel the tears burning my eyes

I regret all those unwarranted lies 

I know this pain is more than my size

I see it with my peripheral vision

that your heart has acquired an omission

and that missing thing is me

my link to your heart has broken free

I taste the bitterness of heartbreak

I smell your love for me as it recedes away

every step it takes makes my heart ache

and I tell myself, there should be a way

another way, that things should go

I know, I'm sure, things shouldn't be so low

but do I have a choice?

when you don't want to hear my voice

when you term it as unbearable noise

I see myself going down, sinking

but should I kill myself thinking?